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从道教到有神论¹

茶在饮者面前惊奇，

其遥远的味道化作两种焦虑，

没有嘴唇能使它在蕨类中升起

就连如此忧郁或顺从的牡丹也不用提。

太阳是河湾中一个梦被扭曲。

From Taoism to Teaism

Tea is amazed at whom drinks it,

its distant taste slips in two anxieties,

there is no lip that raises it among the ferns

nor peony so dull or submissive.

The sun is a wicked dream in haven.

“难道为了”

难道为了

最终到达彼岸

我应该穿越所有的年代？

河流

很久以前就离开了此地，

全然未留下

所谓最后海洋的踪迹；

一个幼儿

瘸着从我身边走过

用表情告诉我

他同样要离去。

我伸出手臂

想阻止他，但或许

应跟在他身后；

一条路是路

是因为有人将你拦阻

如果是目标

是因为永远不会结束。

今天我未见群山

斜倚在地平线，

它们也离开了

如同傍晚和那颗珍珠

在榕树皮上镶嵌。

有一次……是的

是那时，而今天

乌鸦在撕裂傍晚

加速用相反的飞翔

冲向地面；

突然一切都好像提早了

侧身看，后面

是否有人将我击倒

在我人头落地以前；

我用眼睛寻找经线

和纬线的交叉

为了寻找

一个隐蔽点；

我发觉自己是十字架

贪婪的时间为我加冕

我突然晕倒

只因此时鸡叫三遍。¹

“Should I perhaps”

Should I perhaps

go through all ages

to finally be on the other side?

The rivers

abandoned this place a long time ago,

no trace is left

of what they called the last sea;

an infant passes by

limping by my side

and with a gesture he shows me

that he is also leaving.

I stretch my hand to stop him,

but maybe

it is time for me to follow him;

a path is a path

if one stops it

and a goal

if it never ends.

Today I have not seen the mountains

leaning against the horizon,

they also left

like the afternoon and the pearl

embedded in a sycamore bark.

Once upon a time..., yes

it was then and yet today

the crows rip the afternoon

and they rush in reverse flight

against the earth;

suddenly everything seems earlier

and sideways I look back in case a hit

knocks me down

before I place my head;

with my eyes I look for the intersection

of a parallel with a meridian

searching for a refuge

point;

I realize that I am the cross

of a voracious time that crowns me

now that three times the rooster sings

and I break down.

♫